slow as molasses in february

This week is so slow. Remind me to take a vacation at the end of February next year. But I keep getting these inquiries that fizzle out. 1. a couple visiting this weekend ask what it would cost to meet me in a bar and then go back to their hotel room. I don't want to put down monetary amounts here, I feel a reason but I can't exactly articulate it but believe me, that I am a bargain without ripping myself off. The male of the couple replies that they don't want to spend that much. Then go to adult friend finder and get it for free. So I minus $100 and make a new offer. I am sure that won't be low enough. 2. Other men tell me how interested they are and when I respond... I never hear from them again or they ask for more pictures (aka jerk off material). Today was so nice, I didn't work. then I did a 3 hour yoga class. A new netflix arrived in the mail (Dexter season 3 disc 1) which I am dying to watch asap. I got home and checked email which 3. included a request for this evening. I forced myself to say yes. Why did I force myself? To balance expansion and contraction (having fun and going with the flow and being serious and caring about my budget). I said yes. He got ambivalent. I was secretly happy. Then he called back as I was walking my dog and said, he changed his mind and he did want to visit me. I growled inwardly but outwardly showed enthusiasm. We decided to meet at 7. Then when I got home from walking my dog, he called with this excuse. "I know you are going to think I am really weird but I have no clean underwear. It is all in the wash. And I can't leave the house without underwear." I secretly cheered, but outwardly expressed understanding for his ambivalence and now I get to watch my DVD.